My New Life

WoW-all i can say is wOw

Today is mother's day!! yay! I wasn't able to actually be with my own mother due to unruly circumstances..actaully i don't know what that means but its sounds rad... BUT i was able to be with my AWESOME foster mother Karyn. I went shopping for her yesterday and the toughest part was the card. No joke they all say- mother you gave birth to me- blahblahblah.. but i did find a decent one and in it i let her know how akward the other ones were. Now to the awesomest gift that i am sure my own mother would just die to have was- a picture of ME! no i am being serious. She wanted a picture of me to put on the front table and so thats what i got her. It was pretty touching. Lets see i went to church today and guess what the topic was...MOTHER's. It actually was really good. In YW's we watched this video on this woman who was in a baddd plane crash and was 80% burned. Well anyways she goes to say and talk about how she is NOT her body, and that she has a new life.. it was an eyeopener becasue we think especially as women that people are constantly judging us before they even get to know us. I have scars on my arms that are visible and when they were fresher, people would just stare.. but HELLO my face is up here. But its true i am NOT what my body says. I am who i am and judge but your missing out.. dahh that sounds concieted but when it comes to it, its true. Yesterday it was just me and the parentals at home. Karyn sat us down and had a talk. She told me her conerns about my sociallizing, becasue my enviroment is changing and i won't always be at the academy. And then she talked about me gettting a cellular device YAY!!! okay maturity here, and mike was in the back ground with the T.V paused and complaing about how we had been talking for 3:19 .. anyways it was pretty funny. Then me and karyn went to the dolla store and walmart and then we made orange juilus (thanks to Jenny which they are AMAZING) this has been an awesome weekend and its crazii how every day i get more and more situated with the fact that this is my home....